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Post by Fallen(Abby) on Mar 23, 2009 3:39:59 GMT 4
After about a year of leaving the flock I think that now I have enough control to be able to stay. I now that it was the rigt choise t oleave the flock when I did but after being away for so lng I wonder will they accept me back. I left around Christmas when Rei had showed up.She had made me mad and as I've found out ager is what fallen wanted.Anger or any other strong emotion was what gave fallen her power to take control and use me. Well she wouldn't be comming around anytime soon now.But what about the others?WHat if I was still in love with---
I stopped the very thought right then and there because I knew that Ai---that he still filled me with with powerful emotions.He was trigger so I had to never let myself love him the way that I did. I couldn't love anyone anymore. The danger was just to great.
Flying high I made my way through the sky to the familar place. The flock's hideout. I swooped in low, flairing my wing to fly in the still open window that used to be my room. I guess everyone exspected me to come back. I closed my wings once I was in and walked over to the door. Breathing in slowly I opened it and went down stared. I meditated a bit at the foot of the steps before walking in on the others. I had to colect myself and brace myself for whatever feeling seeing them again would bring. I would not let comming home send me away again.
"I'm Back."
I said in a monotone voice that I was sure that anyone who knew me from before would reconize in just seconds.
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Post by Silver on Mar 23, 2009 4:13:03 GMT 4
Lunae was outside looking the sky and the constellations, or what was left of them. People are destroying everything! The light pollution has gotten so bad that only 1/3 of all the stars can be seen now. Suddenly she saw a figure enter the house, or more specificly Abby's old room. Abby had left during Christmas. Aivan had been searching for her for 6 months strait. He came back resigned and hoping she would come back. Every morning he would go in there ot see if she woke up their in the morning. She was quickly up stairs and outside Abby's room ready to knock the door out and beat up anyone who dared enter her room without permission. Suddenly she heard the familliar monotone voice of Abby, "I'm back". In less than 5 seconds she burst into the room and gave abby a big hug, not letting her go. "You came back!"
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Post by Fallen(Abby) on Mar 23, 2009 4:31:46 GMT 4
In a flash of silver feathers and brown hair came rushing in the doorway. Arms, warm arms wrapped around her and she froze up. Looking down at who it was a rush of emotions came over Abby and she staggered. Then quickly she regained control over what she was feeling and smiled.
"Lunae."
She said in almost a monoyoned whisper as she losened up and rutruened the hug.
"I've missed you so much."
She said as she leaned away from her and looked into her eyes. Those beautiful brown eyes. Suddenly a spasm ripped through Abby's chest and she coughed. Moving away from Lunae she turned around and coughed some more. In her hands and on the floor was blood. The price for keeping herself and her emotions locked up for so long.But it was a price that she could pay.
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Post by Silver on Mar 23, 2009 4:36:15 GMT 4
Lunae was so happy! Abby, one of her best friends had returned. But then the moment of happiness was soon cut short as Abby turned around and started coughing up blood.
"A-Abby, what's wrong?" Lunae was on the verge of tears as she said this. Her friend had finally returned, yet she was already hurt.
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Post by Fallen(Abby) on Mar 23, 2009 4:44:31 GMT 4
Abby didn't turn around.She could hear it in Lunea's tone that she was going to cry.What would seeing her friend like this do to her?Probably make this wrose or even let Fallen gain control.
"It's nothing,I'm fine." She said while getting up and whiping the blood on her sleave. Lunea didn't need to see the next part. So she just walked out without saying anything esle. Her voice had gone monotoned again and cold.She never used the cold tone before with Lunae and probably never wold again.
"Don't follow me." She said as she went into the bathroom and slammed the door behind her. She sunk down to her knees at the toilet and threw up.
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Post by starlight on Mar 23, 2009 4:52:34 GMT 4
Rei heard noises so she went up to see what was going on. She see's Lunae "hey, what's going on? is everything ok?"
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Post by Silver on Mar 23, 2009 5:01:13 GMT 4
"A-Abby, she-she came back and I wnet in and hugged her but then she startedd coughing up blood. She ran into the the bathroom, I tried to follow her but she told me not to and then she started to throw up!" Lunae was babbling, she knew it, but she couldn't stop. The shock was to much. She was curled u in a fetal position while she was talking to Rei the whole time.
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Post by starlight on Mar 23, 2009 5:09:50 GMT 4
"she came back!" Rei was excited but was worrying about Lunae, she nelt down beside her "it's going to be ok, at least she's back now"
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Post by Fallen(Abby) on Mar 23, 2009 6:22:24 GMT 4
AS soon as she got herself together Abby got up and whipped the sweat of her forehead. She ran the watter and rinsed her mouth out. Flushingthe toilet she cringed because she could hear Lunae sobbing in her room. And there was another voice. A voice that made her blood start to boil but she stopped that emotion dead in it's tracks. She messed up once she would not make Lunae anymore upset than what she already was. WAlking out she went back to her room. Rei was there comporting Lunae in her absece. He eyes started to flicker from blue to red but she stoped that as well.
"Lunae.I'm sorry that you had to see that. It's hard to explain but hat's what happens now when my emotions get the best of me. Gomo-ne*." SHe spoke in monotoned again as she nelt down beside her best friend. Pulling Lunae in her arms was sorta hard to do it being that Lunae had gotten bigger than Abby since Crhistmas. But that was no surprise. Abby was stuck at 14 forever because of what Dr.Valentine had done to her. Abby pinced her nosebone in her fingers and leaned back.
"I'm tired. Do you mind if I slept for a while?" She said closing her eyes. Controling her emotions was hard work but if she rested it might make it better. With practice she would get better and better at not showing how she really felt.
*Gomo-ne is japanese for sorry.
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Post by Nic on Mar 24, 2009 1:05:49 GMT 4
Just a short notice: (Hi people (fallen and her gang) i love the posting and all and i am soo glad you guys are back in gear but i would like you to read up on all the new things the site has including your new duties. Also pls. do profiles of your character/s before making a post/thread as you can see if you read everything we did a fresh start on our characters board. Thank you very very much. With that done and said you may continue roleplaying!) ;D
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Post by Silver on Apr 9, 2009 2:51:57 GMT 4
"O..k..." Lunae was upset, she didn't mean to get anyone else upset, and what was going on with Abby? She had been absent for a long time and now she seemed even more distant than before. She would do everything in her power to make sure Abby was well again. Maybe if she saw Aivan again she would feel better...
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Post by Nic on Apr 9, 2009 3:47:50 GMT 4
Aivan was alone and sad. He was lost. He did not know where he was and his wings falter in their flight.
He could not soar and his heart ached. He missed her. He missed Abby. He wanted her back but with no idea to where she was or how she is, how is he going to feel joy again?
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Post by Silver on Apr 12, 2009 2:44:59 GMT 4
She had a vage idea of where he could be but it was still extremely vage. I have to find Aivan, he might be the only one that can help Abby right now. after composing herself once more she headed to her room and sat in front of the window crosslegged facing the moon. Please, please let this work. She closed her eyes and felt her body absorb Lunar enegry and two spirits materialized beside her. "Go find Aivan," She felt her body give the spirits an extra boost of energy and then teleported the spirits (now in bird form) into the cold night sky, "that Abby has returned."
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Post by Nic on Apr 14, 2009 22:46:18 GMT 4
Aivan was flying in the night sky. He was hovering a fastfood restaurant wondering if he should get something to eat but he had already so few cash and he had to save it for the rest of his voyage. Sighing, he gave in to his rumbling stomach when he saw these two light blue...brids was it? Flying at him. "What are those?!" he exclaimed in a whisper to himself.
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Post by starlight on Apr 15, 2009 5:24:19 GMT 4
Rei was feeling a bit worried. She saw Lunae sitting and in some sort of trans, probably calling the spirits. She wanted to help but didn't know what to do....
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